untitled.

but i can never explain them properly to anyone.

 in my dream i was having a dream that brillo and i were looking for his phone in some nice ass hotel with matt an zack and christyn. he finds it so we go home…it’s not later and i’m trying to fall asleep but im so paranoid that some shits gonna happen to me i cant fall asleep. I was listening to taking back sunday on my ipod(weird), when a phone vibrates at my feet and i find brillos phone. then i strat staring at my bedroom door to make sure no ones gonna come into my room, when the door creeps open, and an elderyly cartoon/real woman walks in looking like my grandmother(who is deaD) in UP cartoon form. I start trying to scream but cant, and get up and start banging on my wall to wake my sister, while the ladys mocking me like, whats so scary, i’m just an old lady.

woke up and realized i had a dream about not being able to sleep. i need to get my paranoia in check. it was also 4:20 when i woke.

i really hope i wasnt screaming irl, i tend to do that, and i find it sad that even the people in my dreams mock me about being so terrified about nothing.